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Sunday, December 17, 2006

Irrelevance

 

Closing my eyes

a nightmare yes,

my past screams at me. 

it tells me who I was.

 

simplicity,

letting it all go

 

I wish I could forget it all,

right now

but your will always be there

haunting my last step

 

(the consuming paranoia)

 

your pain became my own,

you life would become mine

where is my world

the one that I left behind

 

to wash it all away

 

Yes, you bend it

it is gone.

I am alone in rebuilding my work

leaving you out of it

 

to wash it all away

to wash it all away

to wash it all away

 

from me. 

 

 

Doodle

 

requiring a bit of lead or ink

a simple thought on a page.

different from the ordinary,

no logic involved,

just simple peace of mind.

maybe no peace at all,

torment, rage, confusion at the world.

just a simple bit of lead or ink….

 

(never thought that simple could be,

dare I say beneficial?

Nah, a hateful thought.)

 

Is it more than temper or rage,

that causes ink to spill out on a page?

WE can’t scream, and we can’t fight,

god forbid we cannot talk.

‘tis proper to be silent.

writing takes no works of mouth

just a simple bit of mind…

to spare…

 

(it is your heart, it is your soul,

for only you to understand)

 

Happiness, though, maybe boredom translated.,

spills out to share

generous is the thought

is not unintended (happiness that is)

boredom, like anger, courses through to happy

what good is that?

maybe none at all

 

(but that is what doodles are for)

 

(seemingly useless to the eye,

only worth something in the mind.)

 

A simple thought on a page,

Different from the ordinary

 

Containing truth, containing lies,

just simple perspective of importance.

they all add up to one design

beautiful, unique to the person.

So not to much thought to spare

little logic intended

Doodles… drops of ink… all that is intended

 

See?

 

Hey there, I haven’t been posting lately I know, but I hope that this makes up for it.  I am kind of sad right now… I just lost a friend… to the time…I don’t know what else to say.  things just drift away.  I found these poems lying around and I do not now if I have posted them before, but here they are now.  I may post a few more later.  I feel creative right now. 


Friday, September 22, 2006

dear god i am tired.

dear god I want to sleep

dear god get make this writers block go away

so I can have peace.

dear god.....

WHEN WILL THE MADNESS STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(for anyone who is not aware, i am having a stressful time at school, two tests and a paper due... god kill me now)


Monday, March 13, 2006

HASH(0x8c80c6c)
You have the most fierce and powerful of all the
demons...the demon of darkness! This demon
has the power to bring anyone down. Beware of
it! You must fight it, don't give in to it.
It wants to kill you. Sorrow, hate,
eny...This demon will use you. Try to be
positive even when life is hard. (Don't worry
because I know how you feel.) Btw, enjoy the
simple things, like this awesome pic!

Which demon fills your soul?
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Haunting

 

Couches gone, replaced by chairs,

rooms still smell of paint. 

Never really left the horror,

just buried it for later to find. 

Fitting in is the key here,

just like all the others. 

When you don’t fit in,

then you’re a sin. 

Conformity is the way to holiness,

“I am more holy (fashionable) than thou art”

 

(Silence is more powerful than words,

for words do not tune the silence out.)

 

Seeing what you fear again,

hearing twisted stories to. 

What’s the option, listen to the story,

hear what it has to say? 

Looses its meaning when you are trapped,

with only the clock to free you. 

Is this how holiness should be? 

Unmemorable stories that you fall asleep to,

all these people crowded in one room, suffering the way?

 

(Mixed ideas follow through,

confusion sets your path. 

You know your own path,

you path is your own…

at least that is what you think)

 

Being unique in there is true suicide,

so is it better to be on your own?

 Is not kowtowing to the right god the true way to hell?

Or is simply being bad the way? 

Impossible to be good,

without kowtowing to the right one. 

Tolerance is something that everybody taught,

yet everybody preaches against,

yes the questions keep on growing. 

 

(It’s all about greed,

how many people can you lead?)

 

When you don’t fit in,

then you’re a sin. 

Forever haunting what you’re not. 

 

Lily Tears

 

Morning dewdrops catch the sun,

reflecting given life. 

Beauty of this only least a second, now,

soon forgotten by the masses. 

Masses prefer to stare endlessly at comman,

thinking that it will lead to happiness. 

 

(Simple things fade from life,

as the greed takes over)

 

Oh, but do they fade,

or are they there forever? 

There to haunt us in our dreams,

that we don’t remember.

Precious moments often fade,

to good to remember. 

Those who can remember the precious lily tears,

more common than I believe rare. 

So beautiful to look at, listen…

 

(Only there to decorate,

add comfort to the scene.)

 

Sunlight fades to moonlight on any given day,

taught to dear the change,

because of common greed. 

Does the beauty of lily tears fade,

when moonlight indeed is present? 

Or are the tears ugly because they are not common as they should be? 

Beauty is simplicity,

happiness the same. 

No one dares to realize,

because it is betrayal.  

 

(Common, common, ever green,

nothing matters in the fall,

what did the Sage King say then?)

 

Morning dewdrops catch the sun,

reflecting given light.

 

By Sadako Nhomyne

 

So my teacher right now do no realize that I have a life beyond that of school… yeh so that is why I have no been posting as of lately.  But good news for all you here on xanga… Zornag is back to terrify us all, so if you like to read horror and poetry that rhymes, then I would suggest that you read his writing. 

Oh… speaking of stories – www.agentaeolus.com

Very good piece of writing.  I suggest it to one and all. 


Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Remember

 

Can you not remember clearly,

what the words were,

said so dearly,

on the day we parted?  

No all that you planned,

sure, ‘twas for the best. 

I do believe.

 

(Silence of the past is best,

whether it be truth or lies,

little of it relevant to the now.)

 

What made you keep silent then?

Not me who made the difference sure,

rather him I think.  

I wonder why he did? 

What did you think afterwards,

to lead to the now? 

Have you changed at all since then,

my logic is telling me no,

but I will hope so for the better…

 

(Relying on the past for answers to the now,

reliable at times,

but no, not a guarantee.)

 

So keep the paranoia going,

it your best ally for the night. 

What will probably never happen,

you’ve left now anyways.  

Me and him and him and me,

together for a moment,

have to hear that voice again,

the words he has to say (from then perhaps?).  

The words are the scariest thing,

for in the lies they tell the truth.  

Lies in their blackness,

hold you no fear at all. 

It is the truth that you fear,

where you cannot hide.  

 

(Looking back to much causes you the pain,

of confusing and preventing the future.)

 

How long can the past last?

 

 

By  Sadako Nhomyne



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